I have been busy setting up my business for the last few days and didn’t have much to think of the topic I should write. I love writing on my moonlightsentinel blog because it brings me to the sense of myself. There is a kind of emotion that I only share on this blog because you know, you cannot mix “work & pleasure” together, but sometimes you do 🙂
I’ve been setting up my other website and blogs for my business & portfolio (if you don’t know I am a makeup artist) ;).
I know makeup artist and writer are completely not related and I don’t know why I have those 2 traits together as my most favourite hobbies (especially I have makeup artistry as my major work).
That’s just a brief about the introduction about why I have created a few different blogs and websites
And here is my problems.
I sometimes wish I had 2 or 3 MEs so that I could finish all the works by myself without having problem of timing. However, that is for sure impossible! I really want to find a partner who is into my work like myself and who is reliable…of course the share is 50/50 I wouldn’t want to rip off someone especially when it comes to business, I’d like to have a long life partnership not just a quarter or a month. That person seems to be wandering somewhere and I can’t find him/her except my bf (he’s always there for me) but you know, “business and pleasure” if it’s mixed it either will be a fire burning or a flooding…so my bf can help me a little but not all.
And when you do so many things at the same time, you end up finish nothing but get a bunch of junk sitting right there and you don’t know where to continue. I am in my crisis right now because of that.
Okay let’s change the topic 😉
I find that every human being is a greedy, selfish creature. When we don’t have anything we wish we only have 1 thing just to satisfy our thirst. Then when we realize we can have more than that, we keep seeking more and more and more and more…and become more greedy and only think about ourselves. Just like some oversized people (I’m not trying to offence anyone here), their stomaches are so big that they cannot stop eating. The more they eat, the bigger the stomaches get and they will eventually eat more and more until they cannot walk anymore because of the weight they have to carry. Greediness and selfishness will eventually reward you with some destructions to yourself and I am 100% sure of that because those traits will change a person into a devil. If you think about lions, tigers, and other predators you say that they are the worst, they are bad, they are evil. They are predators. They eat other animals alive. But look at our human race…we are the same…look and look and see how we kill each other. We don’t kill each other bare hands but with intelligences, with knifes, with guns, … Predators kill other animals when they are hungry. We kill our own people because we want more… Which makes more sense?
Why do we have the poor and the rich? Why do we have people throw a way their left over while other are hungry and starving in another continent. Why do we have slumdog areas beside 20million dollars house? That is the face of our planet. This is world corrupted. There’s no way you can change it…7 billion people, 7 billion opinions … but you know at the end of the day, when you die you can’t carry anything with you. I know people want to pass their legacies to their following generation but “The legacy that’s worth carried on is the legacy that’s carried by a person who truly loves his family and his people and use it for good.”
“Greediness & Selfishness only cause more destructions.”
I know my grammar sucks :D.