“Live the way you want to live” is what people always tell you, but they don’t know about the journey to getting to live the life you want to live isn’t that easy. I’ve always had a vision of me living in a farm, on a green grass field in a small house with my small family for 10 years already; yet I’m not even any close to my vision. The funny thing is that the more I’m trying to work it out to get there the farther I get away from there.
Some people are able to have the freedom and don’t need to care about what’s going on around them because they don’t have any burdens to worry about. They have supports from their families so they can do whatever they want and go wherever they want. I am sometimes jealous of them but I still appreciate the life I live. For some reasons, I’m not really as supportive to my family as I think I am. Still, something is holding me back without letting me run away to my vision. I want to do a lot of things but I haven’t really done anything great.
Once in awhile I feel like running away to a remote area or a mountain and start all over again…I seriously would love to do that. Perhaps one day I will. There’s one place on earth that I really want to visit. I want to see if I can live there for the rest of my life, Seychelle. I haven’t been there yet, I see some of my boyfriend’s pictures he took with his ex haha.
If I could go back to the past I would. Every time I look at old photographs from the 1900’s, it intrigues me to imagine how life would be around those times. I sometimes have visions of me being in one of those eras. I always feel butterfly in my stomach when I think about life in the past.
If there were no past, there wouldn’t be future…But me being born in 1987 kind of suck. I’ve felt like I have some undone business in past life that’s why once in awhile I have the urge to go back to the past to do something :/. It sounds weird but I do feel it strongly every time I see old photographs. Or maybe I watched too much fantasy films :(.
I wonder if there is really past life. I wonder if there is possibility for reincarnation?
I have this habit of forgetting thing when I’m deep into something that make me happy. I thought that I have forgotten this blog of mine already. But now I’m starting to write on it again. It’s funny because I have quite a few blogs and this blog is the only thing I can turn to when I’m feeling alone.
When I started this blog, I was a loner in my life. I was totally alone and I wasn’t sure if I was sad…
I’m just the type of person who cannot tell my life story to people I know but sharing with whole wide world of people I don’t know…Perhaps, behind the keyboard it gives me courage to express myself.
The blog is my best friend. Only listen without judging me. It’s just silently sitting here and waiting for to come back and write on it. Thanks WordPress for creating such a great platform.
Woke up this morning and suddenly I missed my childhood. I missed the time when I was fooling around with my neighbourhood friends. We went stealing mangos, key limes, and other fruit trees that our neighbours had LoL. We were chased by mad old women and old men. No wonder we were hated back then haha. I missed the time when we were playing trick & treat. I couldn’t even remember the line of what we supposed to say to get treated or get tricked :/. Those times were so much fun! Perhaps, in the country side they still have those kind of play grounds, I hope so. It was so traditional back then when I was little we all had to know about a certain game we played. Everyone had to have a least one time playing the game. But now I don’t think kids know anymore. It’s kinda sad. I cannot keep the tradition going as time goes by. It’s true that time is the “enemy” of human being…because we can’t never get time back and we could never turn back time.
Live the life and appreciate every moment of life you’re having 🙂
$91,500 T-Shirt made out of Crocodile skin & Chiffon.
Photo: Nathalie Lagneau/Catwalking/Getty Images
This is a ridiculous T-Shirt and Price Tag. Take a look at the source link and you’ll see.
And here is my opinion.
Whoever will buy that shirt and wear it, for sure he will be cursed (&*E&W*$*#&) because there are hungers around the world who only need $30 a month to survive. You wear that stupid shirt just to show off how much money you have and maybe if you’re in bad luck there will be some guys following you just to take off your shirt. DOn’t know what will happen o.o LoL. Money is made out of paper that’s why you use it to buy that ugly shirt while starvation is happening. Beside that, organizations have to go around to beg people donating money to sponsor the poor.
I know if people have money they can do whatever they want, but buying the T-Shirt made out of slaughtering animal, that just isn’t right, and people will look at you and call you STUPID not admiring.
What a sunny Monday! But it’s cold!!!
Thanks goodness it’s the beginning of weekday again. I don’t know why I just start to not like weekend anymore Maybe cuz I have too much time off or because I am addicted to checking my email and mail box? That’s a really weird habit I have formed LoL. Not that I don’t have stuff to do, but I feel like weekend is so quiet and it’s so limiting =.= .
Since the day I started to blogging seriously, I am so caught up with the social media Before, Facebook was my only social media that I had (actually wordpress too, but I left the poor thing for over a year), but now I have like 3-4 more extras. I can’t believe how people handle all these stuff. Log onto different social media website like tweeter, facebook, lookbook, pinterest, bloglovin, blogaholic, shesaidbeauty, chictopia, instagram and update posts o.o…but it seems like these are now an important part of business and marketing If you wanna get your work…you have to have most of these. I find it’s tiring LoL. I know I can maintain those but it’s eating out my brain too. It is amazing how we now just sit at home, get online and get paid. Isn’t that easy? But imagine, if everyone do the same thing, then what happen? We will end up eating the computer not food LoL.
I cannot imagine to live without the internet and computer anymore. I love simple life…but if I can’t write my blog and see what I have written, it will drive me nut!!! So weird.