“Live the way you want to live” is what people always tell you, but they don’t know about the journey to getting to live the life you want to live isn’t that easy. I’ve always had a vision of me living in a farm, on a green grass field in a small house with my small family for 10 years already; yet I’m not even any close to my vision. The funny thing is that the more I’m trying to work it out to get there the farther I get away from there.
Some people are able to have the freedom and don’t need to care about what’s going on around them because they don’t have any burdens to worry about. They have supports from their families so they can do whatever they want and go wherever they want. I am sometimes jealous of them but I still appreciate the life I live. For some reasons, I’m not really as supportive to my family as I think I am. Still, something is holding me back without letting me run away to my vision. I want to do a lot of things but I haven’t really done anything great.
Once in awhile I feel like running away to a remote area or a mountain and start all over again…I seriously would love to do that. Perhaps one day I will. There’s one place on earth that I really want to visit. I want to see if I can live there for the rest of my life, Seychelle. I haven’t been there yet, I see some of my boyfriend’s pictures he took with his ex haha.